LOST SOMETHING?

In a life-changing instant, Nin is thrown into chaos by the onset of sudden hearing loss and violent vertigo. As a project management executive specialising in planning and control, she grapples with the randomness of her condition and the uncertainty of recovery.

Fuelled by love for her children, she fights to reclaim her life in a silent and still world, navigating grief, loss and medical trauma. Nin's abrupt transition from an ambitious career woman to a stay-at-home parent sparks profound introspection.

Is security merely an illusion? What determines a person's worth? How can you accept a worse reality? Through her journey, she discovers new perspectives and an infallible purpose in a less-abled body.

With honesty and humour, she offers hope to those facing loss, chronic illness and disability. Grounded yet uplifting, this inspiring true story shows how the resilience of the human spirit can prevail in the face of suffering.

"Suddenly Silent and Still: Finding Joy and Meaning Through Illness is a compelling memoir by Nin Mok. The book starts with an inspiring prologue and each chapter begins with thought-provoking epigraphs. Born in Thailand, the author immigrated to Darwin, Australia with her family as a child. Following her education in Adelaide, she excelled as an engineer and secured a position at a prestigious technology company where she crossed paths with her husband, Tom. Together, they are the proud parents of two children, Jet and Jade. Nin balanced her professional and family life until an unexpected illness altered her trajectory. Stricken with hearing loss in one ear and debilitating vertigo, she grappled with the absence of a cure, prompting a transition from Project Manager to full-time mom. Amidst feelings of inadequacy and helplessness, she embarked on a quest to rediscover joy and purpose in life.

Nin Mok's Suddenly Silent and Still: Finding Joy and Meaning Through Illness is a candid and captivating memoir that details how a debilitating illness derailed her career and led her to become a homemaker. She vividly describes the life-altering and completely unexpected day when she lost two major abilities: hearing and balance. The author writes brilliantly and compellingly about these challenging times, yet she gracefully acknowledges that there is light and humor in the midst of it all. The true accomplishment of this memoir is that it tells a story that is both honest and humble. She embraces life's contradictions and confusion with truly admirable courage. This book will change a reader's perspective on the meaning of life."

—Editorial Review by Maria Victoria Beltran

"In her memoir Suddenly Silent and Still: Finding Joy and Meaning Through Illness, Nin Mok shares her deeply personal journey of living with chronic illness and hearing loss. As she faces physical issues like vertigo, tinnitus, and labyrinthitis, Mok is bowled over by the emotional weight of her conditions, fluctuating between optimism and despair. She seeks out various treatments and wrestles with anxiety, but still finds solace in her family, particularly in her role as a mother. Mok’s reflections on her evolving sense of self-worth, shaped by her health struggles, speak of the hardships of balancing personal identity and caregiving. Her exploration of the broader impact of trauma and suffering offers insight into resilience and the importance of reframing adversity. Through her experiences, Mok discovers meaning in the everyday and assures readers that healing is a gradual, non-linear process.

Suddenly Silent and Still by Nin Mok offers a candid and extremely courageous retelling of what Mok went through; something many readers will have been unable to fathom until sitting down with Mok's book. Her writing is heartfelt and introspective, intentionally drawing readers into her experiences. I found the messaging to be consistently and universally relatable, especially as someone who also has invisible disabilities. I most liked how Mok detailed her account of seeking spiritual comfort and trying various therapies, which are often eclipsed in similar books by technical jargon. The book's strength lies in its raw honesty—Mok doesn’t sugarcoat the emotional toll but rather reflects on how these problems ultimately reshape her sense of self and purpose. Her shift from despair to acceptance offers an inspiring message about healing and finding meaning through suffering, making this a beautiful read for those who feel adrift, regardless of the disability they are up against. Very highly recommended."

—Editorial Review by Asher Syed

"Suddenly Silent and Still is an uplifting memoir by Nin Mok. It captures Nin's journey through violent vertigo, the loss of two major senses, hearing and balance, lessons learned, and recovery. When tragedy suddenly hits Nin, a project management executive, she finds herself experiencing negative feelings, dark thoughts, crippling anxiety, profound grief, and panic attacks. While feeling defeated, she starts asking questions like, why her? What did she do to deserve this? In this memoir, Nin recounts how she lost her identity, independence, capabilities, confidence, and dreams and how she was forced to transition from a career woman to a stay-at-home mom while dealing with the uncertainty of recovery. Nin's illness forces her to slow down and reflect on her life, on herself before the tragedy, her worth, and more.

Nin Mok has delivered an inspiring and brave memoir about her struggle to reclaim her life while dealing with sudden hearing loss and violent vertigo. Suddenly Silent and Still offers a glimpse into the life of a remarkable woman who learns to navigate grief, loss, and medical trauma with understanding, hope, and acceptance. This thoughtful and deeply felt memoir shows the importance of family support, finding an interest, a purpose, or the will to reengage with life, no matter how difficult your path, and accepting your new reality and adapting to it. This book is essential for anyone who has experienced sudden hearing loss, grief, disability, or other chronic illnesses or knows someone who does. It inspires hope and understanding and helps you find the strength to face life's challenges.

—Editorial Review by Emma Megan

Nin is a mum of two rambunctious kids, Miss Six and Master Eight. She loves to create, turning seeds into gardens, words into stories, and ingredients into cuisine. Prior to her illness, she served as a Project Management executive. Nin never dreamt of being a writer until fate gave her a compelling story worth telling.

Listen to a 2-minute interview with the author answering the following questions:

• What is your book Suddenly Silent and Still about?
• What do you hope readers take away from this memoir?
• Why are memoirs so important to read?